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Substance - AMT
Experience - First time using AMT (or any research chemical for that matter)
Setting - my house, solo.
I was in a great state of mind. I had researched AMT as much I think one could
do. I even had people on IRC telling me stop asking about it. Haha. Well,
anyway... I weighed out 25mg into a capsule. I knew this was a low dose based on
Erowid and word of mouth. I figured I would rather go into this slowly than dive
right in.
I knew AMT could last for 16+ hours. I was going out early with my band to
record an album (I play in a local band). I figured I would be out before
parents were awake, so this would be an ideal time to try this.
At around 11PM I swallowed the capsule
12AM: Nothing...
1230AM: Feeling kind of bouncy, floaty
1AM: Feeling really tired. I figured I didn't take enough because I had been told
of AMT's stimulant like effects which would keep me up. I give in to sleep and
go downstairs.
115AM: After using the bathroom and about to sleep I look in the mirror. I look
at my eyes and get the same COLD stare I do on most psychedelics. I was
wondering if perhaps it was just taking really long. But then when I noticed my
shirt was crawling with slight colors, I figured it was there.
120AM: Go back on IRC
130AM: It's affecting me, but still not as much as I would like. Mild effects. I
know that my dose was low, but I was still looking for a tad more...
Talking to people on IRC, they tell me to boost by smoking a slight amount. I
take a look at dosage for smoking on Erowid. I figure at this point, visuals and
effects have begun, but I'm still tired...
135AM: I go downstairs to smoke
Vaporizing AMT was almost instant. It shot up wispy vapors. They tasted like
moth balls and burnt like hell. It was absolutely horrible. I smoked only 10mg
(possibly up to 15mg). I knew this was a strong dose, but I felt quite
comfortable with the state I was in
136AM: I feel like I've been shot out of a speedy psychedelic cannon. I feel like
I flying at tremendous speed. The rush my body got from holding the foul smoke
was incredible. It also boosted my mood and I experienced some intense euphoria.
I managed to go back upstairs and on IRC.
200AM: Full effects have kicked in, and still coming up
230AM: Many more visuals, mostly just patterning and crawling. My carpet is
glowing and seems to by sliding around a bit. The computer screen has geometric
patterns on it and it is difficult to type. But I still manage to talk. My jaw
is clenching very hard, and my teeth are chattering away.
330AM: Still coming up
430AM: I think this is the peak. And its also when I hear 'WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU
DOING UP!?' I turn around, enter my mother. I knew instantly if I didn't stop
shaking or chattering she would know I was on something. I said 'I had a lot of
caffeine at work', which was true. She shook her head, called me stupid, and
told me to go to bed immediately. Not wanting to piss her off or talk to her
anymore I complied. I say goodbye to people on IRC and head downstairs.
530AM: Still really strong, but I'm somewhat lonely now
730AM: I can see the sun shining in. It was making cool glowing bands of light,
but they are fading. Visuals have stopped now, but my teeth are still
chattering. I'm still shaking too.
830AM: My friend calls me and says they will pick me up in an hour. I wait 20
minutes, and then go take a shower, walking by my parents, exchanging a few words.
Nothing bad though.
850AM: Shower feels really nice
930AM: I leave with my friends, who ask me how things went. I said great and
they still were. They said I was stupid for using things I ordered via the
internet, but they are entitled to their opinions. I also smoke a long craved
cigarette. It calms my chattering a bit.
130PM: All of the effects have left me. I am tired, and very drained from this.
I have been awake some 30 hours at this point.
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Conclusion - I found AMT to be quite fantastic. I found its visuals to be
powerful, while the mindset to be very happy and peaceful. This is not something
I could do again for awhile though. My jaw and face hurt today from the
chattering, and I am so exhausted, but I'm staying awake to finish homework.
AMT was extremely powerful. But thanks to all my research I handled it quite
well.